Are We Ready?July 8, 2000 Dear Pastor Wood, There is a few things
I must share with you, that I feel in my heart. During the meeting on
Friday, I couldn’t help but look at the Speed-the-Light poster in the
fellowship hall with the I’m Ready logo. Are we ready? We must be ready
to
allow God to move in the manner in which we feel he is calling us. As I have told you in
previous conversation this has been a most wild year. Back at Winter
Retreat our theme was Threshold. The year before was History maker, the
year
all that is happening now began to start. While at the meeting I
noticed the
Threshold door we used at Retreat, Don wanted to keep it up to serve as
a
reminder of Retreat and to not let the things God has done in everyone
be
forgotten or tossed away. On the door I wrote a message that God laid
on my
heart. “My Son you have done good, but now is the time for the next
step.” I
heard that over and over again at Retreat. What was the next step? God has taken the
bits and piece of the vision I have been given many years before and
each year
more segments are uncovered and explained. Now over the past several
months segments have been falling into place even more rapidly than
ever
before. The vision is clear and I also have begun to understand it. As
we have
talked I know I will be here full time. It’s simply a matter of when. I
am
twisted because the “when” is a big issue. Big issue because I’m torn
with the
fact that I will be leaving Rockwell in August. They are merging the
Milwaukee
and Cleveland IT organizations together and some middle management will
be
eliminated and all us contractors will be gone. Some others may be let
go as
well that is not clear until the July 14th announcement. No
new
opportunities are becoming available, or being offered to me at this
time. This
makes me very nervous but God has made me understand that every thing
has been
taken care of and not to worry. He has given my heart a peace I can not
explain. Is now the right time I simply don’t know. I can’t begin to
explain how pumped up and excited about the things to come not only in
our
Church but our city. I too see this church as an icon to the city, a
“blueprint” for other churches in the area. Reaching people like we
have never
seen before. I see the Master’s Commission program becoming so huge,
and the
ministry that will come out of that. I see our children’s and youth
programs
exploding with success and young people coming to known Christ. I go
crazy when
I think of all the thing I can and want to do. There is so many things
to do
and I am just one person. I think of that comment and think yes that’s
it we
are one church and must work together with other churches to strengthen
the
body as a whole. As you say for such a time as this. At the meeting I
wanted to and should have voiced what I felt. I wanted to say, folks I
have
been involved with the A/V dept. for 8 years now. At the beginning of
the year
I took over as head of the department. There are times when I have
worked 20
hours in a week and still worked my 40+ hours at work. Not to say see
what I
can do, but folks it takes a sacrifice sometimes to make something
happen. It
will not be easy nor fast it will take time and effort to make this
happen but
see what we can do as a whole. See what we can do in our community. The
people
we can touch and woo to us if we are not able to able to minister to
someone
because we physically can’t do it. Woo to us if that person isn’t
around
tomorrow, life is too short to mess around. Pastor I wanted to
share this with you because I feel so moved I must explain to you in
more
detail what is going on in my life that would be easier for me to
articulate
this way then in any other form. I can show how much Joy I feel, to
know the
great things to come. There is a CD I am going to try and prepare for
you
before I get you this letter but, the songs talk about this is our
invitation
and be still and know he is God. These couple songs by Steven Curtis
Chapman
have meant a lot to be this past two months. I would go to bed
listening to
them and think about what God has been calling me to and the Joy I have
been
filled with. Pastor you may use this letter or share it in any manner
you feel.
With
all my Joy and Love
Your
friend,
Matthew
D. Moyer |